Walking Through Hell and What's Next

I talk a lot here on my negative experiences as opposed to my positive, so today I wanted to slightly change it up and let you understand where I'm trying to go with all this.

I've been through hell. For one lifetime, I've dealt with some of the worse of the worse shit that a person can deal with it. I remember recently watching Euphoria thinking that this was an extreme representation only to do a double-take on my life and realize it's not too far off from my own experiences. Life can be scary. What's important from it is that I've learned and grown. As much as I wouldn't wish my worse moments on others, it has helped me understand where other people have come from themselves.

I would say most people in the world have had some bad hands dealt to them. In my case, I find it easier to express them to others and to share my bad sides. During the height of the pandemic when I felt at one of my lowest points and stuck on where I wanted to go in life I really broke down what I wanted to do. I wanted to work with other people who were trying to improve their lives and to help others who needed to get out of bad times.

After I had these key pieces I started to look at my ideas. I thought about being a life coach, urban magick, real estate (a bit of random one but I was ready) or within companies that shared my similar values. All the while I was working out every day until the point where it dawned on me that my strengths were already in front of me.

I wanted to share the fun I had with working out along with my personality and life goals to others. I want to wear what I want to wear and look how I want to look and to inspire others to get to the same place. I know firsthand the importance of taking ownership of your life and turning it around for the better and I want to share that others.

Things don't have to be so dark all the time and they will get better. We will not live a life that's always sunshine and rainbows. It's important for me to help others get out of that dark place we all find ourselves. Fitness is where it starts for me, but I hope to be able to offer my future clients so much more than that. I already feel so blessed that people open up to me all the time in my messages. It means a lot that they can turn to me.

I will be certified and ready to take on clients by the end of the year and this is so exciting for me. There were times where I needed someone to be there for me because I didn't know how to help myself and I'm now in the position where I can be that person for others.

Never in my life could I have expected all the bad I would have had to go through, but even more so, never could I have expected to see where I'd be now. I'm so excited to share that with you all and there's so much more I want to say.

All I'll say for now is that I'm beyond hyped for the future. You can walk through hell and make it out. I promise you that.